I can’t handle criticism , I love to gossip , I have trust issues , I don’t believe in myself , I’m insecure , I constantly think about my flaws , I get stressed way too easily , I stress about the past, present & future , I eat , I cheat myself , I’m not the best at anything , I hold grudges , I’m ugly , I get jealous easily .
…this describes me perfectly
my families crazy
You know what my problem is I know what I want & I know how i need to get it but I won’t work for it I know I could be the best & can plan to do all this shit to make it happen but bottom like I know it’s not gonna because I don’t have that drive.
and I hate it I was happy for all of…6 hours w/ my PR and now looking at other girls it’s like i’m never gonna get were they are & dskljfsdl; I just need to vent to someone who know about track okey that’s all I need right now.